Field Notes

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Summer solstice

If on phone, turning it sideways (landscape) best displays poetic line breaks. Let this day, beginning in grey light lapping

21 Jun

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Two free hours

There is a moment in a caregiver's journey when hiring help in the home is essential to well-

07 Jun

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A caring rant

I can't tell you how many times over the last 8 years of solo, ever-evolving caregiving, people

26 May

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Homely, lovely

For some it is the light, but for me, the darkness that opens a pathway. I let it pour into

27 Apr

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Evidence

There is a place in the woods below so holy you mistake it for ordinary. Within a universe of redwoods,

21 Apr

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International Haiku Day

In starlight, such peace. Bears, foxes, all come to you. By day, your heart, wild.

17 Apr

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Baring

Standing under a string of satellites, the night, a black kite, I lean out of my body. No wind, no

17 Apr

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In between

How do you measure pain? The hospice nurse offers a range, one to ten. A place on her form wants

16 Apr

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Let's say

Let’s say there is a mountain and many ridges crowned with trees, some naked maples and alders, others spicy-

15 Apr

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Stray whiskers

A bowl of stray whiskers, feline. I can’t decide if they are a collection or an offering. Some are

01 Apr

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Light-eater

"We eat light, drink it in through our skins." — James Turrell, artist & MacArthur Fellow, known for his

29 Mar

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Starfish

All night my mind full of starfish, their bodies a shock of salmon-y red, their bodies succulent hands and

28 Mar

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Banana slug

Sometimes, kneeling before the yellow writhing of a banana slug sliming a window pane, I pray, hands pressing glass, watching

16 Mar

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Combs

Why give the comb teeth, that label, as if it’s a small fearful animal flashing it’s snarl and

12 Mar

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Heron

Take your glassy eyes away from whatever screen pierces them. Lift your weathered face out of whatever curiosity or burden

10 Mar

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Old conversation

So many years ago, a man we didn’t know well asked my husband, “Do you believe in God?” The

07 Mar

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Little salamander

"Hello, Little Salamander.” Heading out the garden room door, surprise, a dark-coppery sliver of movement, as my foot

04 Mar

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Agreements

What do we agreed to? Last night a 2-year-old video clip in the news feed: a baby pulled

27 Feb